2012:变革

没有哪一年,像 2012 这样出乎我的预料。这一年,我从被认为拥有完美纯粹初恋的好男人,成了一个没人要的老男人;这一年,我刚刚驾驭了中层的工作,又紧接着面对进入高管层的挑战;这一年,承受了很多、学会了很多、中庸了很多。

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事情来得那般突然,以致于我要面临从零开始生活的挑战。这真的是一个挑战,最搞笑的例子是,买个床垫回来发现竟然小那么多,我以为天下的床都一样大呢!再举个例子,我那时在商场对着 “x件套” 久久思索:怎么这些被子都这么薄呢?呵呵。。。慢慢地,下班逛一趟超市,提一堆东西回来成了一个习惯。那两个多月逛的超市,比之前 20 多年还要多吧。我终于意识到了大部分人早就意识到的结论:楼底下有个大超市,生活是多么的方便啊!

寂寞,可以让一个男人腐朽,也可以磨炼他的情怀。现在这里的一切,就只有一个你了,活得有没有品质,再没有借口了!好在,咱自我进化的能力尚足以慰藉。生活逐渐朝着自己想要的方向前进,有什么不可以呢。

2012,一向对尺寸不敏感的我,开始时常去测量,因为买东西必须有所参考;一向对金钱不敏感的我,偶尔也会对一眼售货单,并感慨通货膨胀的厉害。2012,我研究起了如何更有效率地清洁玻璃、如何更好地吸尘;我研究起了空气净化系统、地热供暖系统。2012,我甚至花了些时间研究休闲娱乐,如果既有时间又有钱,可以去哪玩呢?我开始去寻找花鸟鱼虫市场,养起了小动物(起初,它们只是装饰的工具,我认为在这样一个屋子里需要一点动态。买回来才意识到,这是一条条鲜活的生命,它们也有自己的习性、也会饿、会生病、会⋯⋯必须对它们的生命负责)⋯⋯2012,我在生活,学到了很多;却也偶尔无奈于一个人吃饭、看不到温馨的笑容。

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2012,团队有了极速的扩张。我们同时涉及云计算、移动互联网和物联网;同时涉及 Web、App、C/S 和三维仿真;同时涉及平台研发、通用产品、专业产品和各异的项目业务。对于不愿丧失细节掌控力的人,这意味着太多。意味着必须对团队建设、业务需求、专业理论、产品设计、技术架构都有足够的投入;意味着必须对战略规划与落地有热切的期盼、对商务压力有坚强的意志、对团队成长与波动有沉稳的心理;意味着在期盼、压力和问题面前保持激情,并向团队传递信心与决心;意味着必须时刻准备进入全新的领域,并保持勤奋。

职业是一个舞台。在这个舞台上,演绎了自己的青涩,也演绎着一段极速成长的青春。

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回首,我看到了悲哀,在最重要的事情上如此失败(好在,仍然让大部分人记住了自己爽朗的笑声、让领导可以向自己不必顾忌地泄压、让团队相信我们能成)。

如果说有什么值得欣慰,一些困境和压力可以 HOLD 住、一些事情做起来似乎有些天赋、一些毛病可以快速地自我进化掉,这些也许算吧。至少,这样说可以让自己感到高兴 :)。

也有很多不太满意的地方。这一年,仍然做了很多无聊的事情,浪费了很多时间;一些好的做法,仍然没有形成稳固的习惯、仍然在波动;有些时候,仍然可以明显扑捉到自己很天真、很幼稚(虽然希望能够装不懂,保留某些幼稚);对父母、亲朋的关照仍然还很不够。。。

这一年,我这个所谓的 geek,好像对科技失去了敏感。真正的 geek,应该是像 Elon Musk 这样的家伙,IT 之外,对数学、物理、生化⋯理论和应用都有着前卫的理解和尝试。在这方面几无收获,甚至要看记者写的新闻才知道发生了什么事。反倒是,生活上有了些长进。这是一种可怕的中庸么?⋯⋯只能勉强找一句话安慰自己,“花一些时间深入理解生活,有助于激发更有价值的创新”(倒真的在做家务的时候,想到了一些很好的工作上的创意~)。

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单身男人的好处,是他有很多寂寞的时间。
直面寂寞,成就了情怀;
静观内心,凝聚了真我;
来去无虑,释放了豪情。

展望,希望 2013 是升华的一年。

除此之外,以下几条要做到!

  • 驾照。时间不是借口!
  • 多读书。2012 读了一些书,工作有关的、无关的,但还远远不够,要继续!

    2012 感觉还是太“文”了一点,2013 要恢复一下“野性”~!

  • 健身。2012 开了个好头,2013 要常态化!
  • 滑雪。这个这个,这才是符合我口味的运动~!虽然现在还很菜鸟 :(   要多练!
  • 潜水执照。要拿到 OW 执照,AOW 就更好了~。向海洋深处进发,哇哈哈,向往~! 12

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莫为浮尘遮望眼,风物长宜放眼量!
有太多激动人心的事了,Can’t keep waiting!

  1. 单身的状态,只能艳羡一下了。过去的2012,同样有很多意料之外,有些不愿去回想和总结,有些想来却只能一笑付之。

      • Wang Congming
      • 一月 2nd, 2013 5:01下午

      可以总结一下呵,发不发表是另外一回事~。

    • 吴珍华
    • 一月 3rd, 2013 11:01上午

    看到你写的很多,觉得你应该还是过得很好。生活是这样,有得有失,总会有点不完美,正因为这样我们才有了不断追求完美的乐趣。

      • Wang Congming
      • 一月 3rd, 2013 11:39上午

      谢谢老同学~。当失去了目标,好与不好似乎都不重要了,率性而为吧。

    • os
    • 一月 10th, 2013 2:12上午

    首先,感谢博主做出autoproxy这么简单易用的扩展,请问博主还有计划更新autoproxy么?
    ff更新到18以后,autoproxy就不能用了,虽然按钮还可以点,但是不能用代理来浏览网页了。
    而且貌似从1x版(或更早)后autoproxy的添加代理服务器功能和切换代理服务器功能就不多好用了。
    添加完代理服务器后列表不显示,必须重启才能正确显示。
    而且使用ff一段时间后就不能切换代理服务器了,比如说:从a切换为b,在点autoproxy的按钮,会发现代理服务器还是a,而且查看ip的网站显示的还是a的ip。
    可能的话希望作者能够尽快修复这几个bug,早日发布autoproxy的新版本,谢谢。
    ps:原本的autoproxy.org已经不能打开了,今天转了半天才从autoproxy的googlecode页面跳到twitter再找到这里,请作者在googlecode、ff-addons等网站上更新一下你的blog的网址吧。

      • os
      • 一月 10th, 2013 2:28上午

      而且autoproxy的googlecode页面上已经有很多issues未有人回复并解决了,如果博主有更新autoproxy的计划的话,请把这些issues陆续解决掉吧,谢谢。

      • Wang Congming
      • 一月 10th, 2013 4:45下午

      fx18 可以用的,我正在用呢。

        • os
        • 一月 10th, 2013 8:39下午

        默认设置不可用(图标可正常点击、但goagent的log框里没有代理上网站的显示记录、)刚才在ff-addons上根据一个评论做了之后才能正常使用了。
        评论地址:https://addons.mozilla.org/zh-CN/firefox/addon/autoproxy/reviews/417088/
        PS:我记得原来的官方网站上貌似说过你有一个更新autoproxy为abp 2.x版本的计划,这个计划停止了么?
        ps2:如果还继续更新autoproxy的话,请最先把添加、切换代理服务器的两个bug修复一下吧,谢谢。

  2. ni的妹纸呢?

    • 网友
    • 五月 18th, 2014 9:18上午

    Autoproxy是不是不更新了?

  3. 大神,autoproxy不能用啦~

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  4. 博主好,通过AutoProxy结实到您的站点。然而,一直好久没有更新了,真的很遗憾。
    您的插件非常好,如果在最新版火狐应该可以运行的更好。也许是我的设置有问题。
    每次看着物是人非的博客,而自己却还一厢情愿的坚持,感觉很奇怪。
    估计不久之后,又会有很多垃圾评论淹没我的这条~
    祝博主2017一切如意。

  5. 反正闲着也是闲着,就来看看您的博客!

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